Wednesday, April 23, 2014

Is This a Blessing or a Curse?

Hello KooKooBabes!

Ok, so this is something that has recently come to my attention and I need to talk about it ASAP! I said in my first post how some of these aren't going to be for the fait-hearted and this is one of those posts. If you don't like the discussion of sexual activity please close this now and wait until my next post which will be a little more reserved.
This past week I have been ask by not one or two but four males if I would partake in oral sex with them. Plain and simple; I've been asked to get on my knees and blow four different times by four different guys! Two of them are repeat offenders, they were males that I had "fun" with in my first semester here in college one is a guy I've been having cuddle sessions with on occasion and the other is a guy who I haven't done anything with ever. Two of them asked me in the same exact night! I started to think and I wondered "Is God blessing me?" male attention is something I don't get that often so when it happens I'm not only happy but I'm shocked. Except, I thought more about this and then started to wonder "Or is God telling me this is what people think about me?" Do men think I am easy, do they think I'm willing to get on my knees just because they ask for it? Maybe it's like Mae West said in "She done him wrong" which was "When Women go wrong men go right after them". Maybe my past actions have made me more appealing to the male population?! How does that even work?!

If you are wondering I said no to all of them! This has thoroughly confused me, I've barley spoken to these guys like ever and now their all asking for a blow job in the course of three days?! I'm not sure if this is Gods way of saying that things are looking better and that some guys still want me, or if he's trying to tell me to slow my roll because the title I'm getting isn't a good one. All and all I'm confused and remaining on my feet and not my knees for a little while.

XXX ILY times a Million! NikkieSharpie XXX

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